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I had diabetes clinic yesterday. We talked about everything I wanted to except perhaps the most important thing; I’ve been suffering from depression for the past 7 years. Mostly due to diabetes. I’m too scared to mention it because I’ve always appeared so strong and I don’t want to reveal just how insecure I really am. Diabetes, depression; why can’t you just go away?
What really sucks about diabetes, is that people will always feel sorry for you. No matter what there will always be a stranger or distant relative who will point it out and make some big fuss about it. And I’m just over here like bitch, shut up! Don’t feel sorry for me, I can live through this, I can control it. I don’t want anyone feeling sorry for me. I spent the best years of my own life feeling sorry and that didn’t help me one bit.
I’ve had type 1 diabetes for 15 years. I’m so tired. I hardly inject myself. So many diabetics have depression now. Why can’t they see us? Why don’t they help us? Aren’t we suicidal too.. not taking care of ourselves?
so-personal:

everything personal♡

so-personal:

everything personal♡

You’re not unreliable - your health is.
shout out to all my chronically ill people who get shit for being late, for cancelling, because their health prevents them, and feel like jerks because of it. It’s not your fault. (via sickfacemcgee)
kirstenlynbaby:

cherrybombkisses:

artdeko:

Poetry.

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kirstenlynbaby:

cherrybombkisses:

artdeko:

Poetry.

omg

Hahaha

I’m scared that I won’t be able to do all the things I want to do in my life because of this disease. Everything instantly became harder and more complicated when I was diagnosed with Type 1. It has been ruining my life ever since.
I had diabetes clinic yesterday. We talked about everything I wanted to except perhaps the most important thing; I’ve been suffering from depression for the past 7 years. Mostly due to diabetes. I’m too scared to mention it because I’ve always appeared so strong and I don’t want to reveal just how insecure I really am. Diabetes, depression; why can’t you just go away?

Maybe I’m not the boy you are looking for…